Two inspirations today: “Just Beyond the Fence, A Train” by David Kirby and “I Won’t Stay for Long” by David Crosby.
From the poem:
You can’t save everyone
You save whom you can
Right now, I’m just trying to save myself
But there may be some screenagers* who will come along
Some who care about learning, growing, becoming a better person
But if they won’t come willingly, I cannot make them
Truth is, I can’t keep pushing this river
Too exhausting
Out of 180+ students, what can I get? Maybe 20%?
Today I speak to them, that 20%. I make it about them.
I do I to save me.
“I don’t know if I’m dying or about to be born”
AFTERWORD:
I’m concluding that my desire to reach all my learners is a fool’s errand. As a teacher, I long to make that difference. But I feel the culture is working so against us all, beating us down. I cannot continue this way.
Am I admitting defeat? Maybe. Or maybe I’m just retreating so I can find the right reinforcements. My current ones are failing me, not shoring me up like they used to. They just don’t seem to work anymore.
I surrender myself to what is. I listen for my next step.
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* about screenagers—this from a website about Generation Alpha
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