Acknowledge It

I thought terminal cancer in a loved one was enough to deal with.

And losing our dear Wayne to same disease.

Then a head on collision got added to the mix. Huge struggle. 

My husband and I living in different locations.

And then surgery. 

I’m. Just. Plain. Tired. Of. It. All.

My suffering needs me to acknowledge it.

Everyone says One day at a time.

Take care of yourself.

But in this moment

All I want to say is I am suffering.

I’m tired of pretending otherwise.

There is no quick fix.