Today I read a poem by David Whyte called “Horse in Landscape: Franz Marc.” I looked up the painting so I could understand the poem better.
He describes much of what you see here, and then he writes:
What will you do
and what will you say
in the times
when you are left alone
to meet, like this,
the quiet fury of the world.
I thought he was referring to the landscape. Then I realized, no, he meant the horse — the horse represented the “quiet fury.”
I am not sure about the quiet fury of the world, but I know my quiet fury. I faced it again yesterday when discussing Jim’s health. The frustration and loss sometimes overwhelms me and yes, I am angry. I feel that tightening in my chest and what I say is…
There is a plan — I just don’t know it yet.
And what do I do?
TRUST.
I have lived long enough to know these are the only worthy responses. I know acceptance is everything. Surrendering to what IS and not what I think it should be is essential.
And make no mistake—-this very much feels like I’m alone. It is my choices in life brought me here. And God did not bring me this far to see me fall.
So, I face the fury of my own future as I stand in a colorful landscape of love and awareness and nature. I allow myself…
To be lifted
To have the sun in my heart
To find joy
Over and over and over again, this is my response.
This is what I do. This is what I say.
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