#66Challenge
Written 10/29/2021 after reading Lawrence Ferlinghetti's poem "Junkman's Obbligato."
The whole time I was reading this poem, all I kept thinking was
This is the way to feel demoralized.
They've done a good job.
How do I shake off this sadness?
I will arise and go now and claim myself back.
I say I'm just going to go along, but honestly it hurts too damn much.
And now I'm crying again.
How will I get past this?
I don't want to be that teacher.
I've tried all week to make it different.
It isn't helping much.
I'm not putting in extra time.
I'm not doing anything to my ability.
I ache and I'm tired and I'm 1000% frustrated.
This is what it feels like to be demoralized.
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