Sunday, October 16, 2022

Post-Ian 10.15.22 "Surrender/Release"

 

 

First hibiscus after the storm
I am surrendering today

to what is.

Releasing my need to have

anything my way.

Working always with the

ingredients before me.

What else can I possibly do?

Why do we think we can control

things through our own desires?

A pure recipe for grief.

And Lord knows, we have

enough of that.

 

6:05 am
10.15.22

Post-Ian 10.14.22 "At Dawn"

 

I sit quietly
before dawn
clock pendulum swings
I have been remiss
in writing her for days.

Highly unusual.

I find myself stressing
when what I need to do
is meditate
get a grip
focus on JOY
and GOODNESS
and DIVINE ORDER

which is hard in a world
blown to pieces

There is no setting in.

There is only riding the wave.



6:25 a.m. 10.14.22
Inspired by "At Dawn, Sitting at My Father's House" by Elizabeth Cook-Lynn

Post-Ian 10.7.22 "Feel Strange" an acrostic poem

 Based on the words "feel strange" from Rudy Francisco's poem "Click."


For now, Fort Myers

Everything is different

Everything is strange

Left flattened, but not defeated

Some days better than others

Thankful for what is in hand

Real life in multi-dimensions

Ariel 'copters -- sounds like a war zone

Not giving up, not ever

Going to see this through for

Everyone to thrive once more




Post-Ian 10.1.22 "Shine"

While we had no electricity, Jim and I spent many evenings on the lanai, eating dinner, listening to music, talking, watching the sun and clouds and the rising of Jupiter and the outing of the stars. It truly was one of the gifts of this time.


A yummy blackened fish sandwich from RT

Inspired by lines from the poem "Yo Yo Ma at the Inauguration" by Lynn Ungar

This is how we do it,

make the real promise of the day

 

Right now
    feeling that
           promise to

Love deeper, to
        stay in the 
            moment.
 
To be kind.
 
Think.
 
Care.
 
Our community breached
in ways unimaginable.
 
October -- shine on us...please.
 
12:15 pm
10.1.22 




Post-Ian 9.30.22 "Holding the Center"

Our street morning after Ian



 

 Inspired by these words from "At the Teahouse, 6 a.m." by Holly J. Hughes

How long will he hurl himself
against the dusty glass? How long
will we believe we are not free?
 

I'm feeling free today.

I only have to be in the moment.

Let what comes, come.

I'm holding the center
Feeling the power of
wisdom in adversity.

Believing in the best 
yet to come.

We know it is there.

Free to believe it is so!
 

11:22 a.m.
9.30.22

During Ian 9.28.22 "Still Going On"

I wrote this poem around 5 pm, well into the 8th hour of Hurricane Ian.  

The poem was "It is the year 2036" in which the poet Rudy Francisco imagines what is happening in the year 2036.

 

I am reading this after

a long horrible day

with Hurricane Ian

that hasn't ended yet.

                    It could well be 2036 

                    and Rudy forgot to

                    add that the hurricane

                    from 2022 is still

                    going on.





A Pantoum Written Pre-Ian 9.26.22 "Place of Mind"

This poem inspired by Richard Blanco's "Place of Mind" which uses the pantoum form of repeating lines in specific ways. The italicized line in my poem is from his poem.


Growing older, I'm settling in
Maybe even permanently so
I'm curious of the future
Feel no immediate needs

Maybe even permanently so
I stay in the moment, now
Feel no immediate needs
Of what does my Act 3 consist?

I stay in the moment, now
Rest my brain -- heart -- soul
Of what does my Act 3 consist?
Accumulation of the "mes" before?

Rest my brain -- heart -- soul
Remember to be Big Sky
Accumulation of all the "mes" before
Always beginning, yet always ending

Remember to be Big Sky
Growing older, I'm settling in
Always beginning, yet always ending
I'm curious about the future


4:05 pm
9.26.22



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