This summer is starting to shape up differently than I anticipated. Well, I'm not sure what I anticipated, but there is definitely a feeling of a shift happening with me in many ways.
Given this feeling, I returned to one of my favorite books: A Woman's Book of Life by Joan Borysenko. In this book published in 1996, Joan explains how women's lives break down into segments of 7 years. I've been following this for some time, and since I'm now 63, I am entering another era in my life. This is what I'm feeling, I know. And I find it exciting.
This summer I've also started practicing the found poem as a way to deepen my attention to text. Given all these things together, I decided to write a found poem from Joan's chapter called "Ages 63-70: Wisdom's Daughters." I am sure I will have much more to say on this topic as time goes on, but here is a starter poem on the topic near and dear to me right now.
Rock Throwers, Wisdom's Daughters
Throw a rock in the water
the ripples are far-reaching
words and actions touch other
in positive ways
How different the world could be
with the
compassionate
empathetic
interdependent
intuitive wisdom
of the feminine
This is the time of women
Freedom years, a shift:
value nature and technology
honor diversity
learn from each other
preserve health
foster longevity
Usher a new worldview into being
Restore balance in a troubled world.
I have made a commitment to three things: finding time for Blue Space (beach, sky), Green Space (earth, woods), and the responses I have to poets & writers. I seek to discover the art of being.
Saturday, June 15, 2019
Wednesday, June 12, 2019
Not Jaded (Thank God)
In my vow to do some purging of stuff that has simply been sitting here TOO long (such as student surveys from 2010 that, honestly, I still may have trouble parting with), I found a couple of things that formed together this blog post. They reinforced that not only am I not jaded by my teaching career, I continue to thrive -- for I have a grounding in the key to success.
The first thing I found was this quote from Amy Pohler:
The first thing I found was this quote from Amy Pohler:
...ambivalence is the key to success.
I will say it again. Ambivalence is the key to success.
You have to care about your work but not about the result.
You have to care about how good you are and how good you feel...
This made sense to me when I first read it, and it still makes sense to me now. For I know the more I stick with not being attached to outcomes, the better outcomes I receive.
But that's not all. I then found this:
Back in an earlier life, I made some money with a part-time job promoting a Read-A-Thon to elementary and middle schools in the Northeast Ohio area to benefit the Multiple Sclerosis Society. It was lucrative and fun, and put me in front of lots of audiences to use my speaking and teaching skills.
The ink on the page above represents my thoughts about working with young people, written on January 27, 1998. The thing that struck me is that I could write every word of this today and still believe with the same fervor.
At the time, I was a volunteer youth sponsor for Unity Church's teen group called Youth of Unity. More importantly, I was just starting to toy with the idea of becoming a teacher, and what that meant: years of college, resting on an uncertainty of even beginning to make that happen. So much happened afterward, and less than a year later I was taking my first two college courses.
Here is what I wrote that fate-filled day:
to be filled...to connect with a child...to listen to a teen...to listen to laughter...to see the answers appear through their eyes...to help them see new ways...to listen when they have new ways...and AFFIRM...to encourage them to be their best...to know they have a best...to honor their journey...to know they have sacred contracts with those in their life, so judgment is never needed or necessary...to be a natural adult...to not be part of the wound but part of the light...to nurture their dreams...to be available...to witness their passion...to guide their souls...to care always, not just when it's convenient...to not play a comparison game...to guide gently...to use tough love sparingly and thoughtfully...to comfort...to cherish...to smile genuinely...to plan and prepare, yet be flexible...to open to the voice of spirit in times of trouble...to let go gracefully when the time has come...to keep a safe boundary...to teach them safe boundaries...to pray with...play with...work with...team up with...and in every moment knowing that there is no place better.
Sunday, June 2, 2019
When I Say "Teacher"
Inspired by a section of "Whereas" a poem by Layli Long Soldier
Whereas...
I am a teacher and it
currently brings pity
from the masses when
I say I teach, the reply
is "You're so underpaid,"
but no will or action to
change it, just an
acknowledgement that
here is the fact, like
clouds form in the sky
and mountains will erode,
we have no control,
no say in it.
Yet...
when I say
"I'm a teacher"
I'm speaking of a spiritual and soul practice
that makes me
want
to
live
forever.
Whereas...
I am a teacher and it
currently brings pity
from the masses when
I say I teach, the reply
is "You're so underpaid,"
but no will or action to
change it, just an
acknowledgement that
here is the fact, like
clouds form in the sky
and mountains will erode,
we have no control,
no say in it.
Yet...
when I say
"I'm a teacher"
I'm speaking of a spiritual and soul practice
that makes me
want
to
live
forever.
Thursday, May 30, 2019
Some Destiny
The mentor text was "Some Fate" by Gary Snyder.
Some Destiny
This joyful ending laughter and friendship
last words to say final small gifts
the end of another school year
we have grown through the motions of the day
right where we belong the gateway to everything
and we'll keep going
Sit and reflect on all we have attained
leave names etched in the summit book
prepare to enter summer
and to our destiny.
Some Destiny
This joyful ending laughter and friendship
last words to say final small gifts
the end of another school year
we have grown through the motions of the day
right where we belong the gateway to everything
and we'll keep going
Sit and reflect on all we have attained
leave names etched in the summit book
prepare to enter summer
and to our destiny.
Sunday, May 19, 2019
Jackpot
I had no intention of writing today. But then something happened and I am here to tell the story. No plans. No outline. Here it is.
This is a story about living the question, and finding answers at the most unexpected times.
In December I started a walking program which has been going okay. One of the biggest issues I faced, however, was sheer boredom. When I walk at Lakes Park or Six Mile Slough or the beach, I'm occupied. But most of the time I'm just walking around my neighborhood. There is only so much to see and think about in a gated community, especially without a dog to walk with me. Somehow it was getting harder and harder to get out the door and walk. In the back of my mind was the question: How can I make walking my neighborhood more interesting?
When having dinner a couple months ago with Rebecca Totaro, we somehow got onto this subject. I don't remember how. I just know that when I left that dinner I come to realize that listening to podcasts could be an answer. This wasn't obvious to me all this time because, well, I just thought I didn't have time to listen to podcasts.
With a new set of bluetooth earbuds, I now walk and listen, and time flies. Most days I can get a couple miles in easily. And I'm learning tons of stuff from the podcasts.
Today I was listening to an interview done by The Country Music Hall of Fame on their podcast Voices from the Hall. The interviewee was country singer Dierks Bentley. He related a story of hearing a song by Hank William, Jr. that caused an epiphany: he realized at that moment he wanted to be a country singer. He didn't call it an epiphany, though. He said it was like he had dropped the coins into a slot machine and all the right symbols and numbers aligned.
Little did I know that a few hours later I would have my own jackpot moment.
The Question
This semester with my speech and debate class has been extremely challenging. It has caused me to think a lot about trying to find new approaches. I don't feel they got as much out of the class as I hoped, and I also feel that I need better ways to approach research and argumentation. I have searched around on the internet and couldn't find much, but I knew that one of my jobs this summer was to try to figure something out. I have the question: How do I make the class more engaging AND teach the skills better.
Friday after school
I'm a follower of Pernille Ripp, a 7th grade reading teacher in Wisconsin who wrote Passionate Readers and Passionate Learners. On Friday she posted her blog about her students' favorite books from this past school year. On the list were Ghost Boys, Dear Martin, and The 57 Bus. I had heard of all these books, but it is the first time I read what they were about. Having just taught a unit on the Civil Rights Movement, along with the graphic novel March, I was particularly interested in these books. I immediately ordered them from the library.
Saturday
It was about 4:40 in the afternoon and suddenly I knew I had to see if the library had any of the books ready for me. They close at 5:00. I looked and sure enough, I had an email from them that Dear Martin was in. I hightailed it over to the library, and was checking out as they flashed the lights to signal they were closing.
I began the book immediately, and found it hard to put down. I have never read a book that delved into race matters as deeply as this one does. It's brilliant.
Sunday
After my what I now call "podcast walk," I went back to reading Dear Martin. In the story, the main character Justyce is the top debater at his school. He and his partner go to a competition where they participate in something called "pair argumentation." I did not know this term, so I looked it up.
I couldn't find anything with that title, but what came up was something called the "Argumentation Toolkit." It is a series of activities for science teachers to teach claim, evidence, and argumentation. It is made for middle school. It had activities I knew about and have used, but there were some new approaches to things I had never actually practiced, and I knew could work. Best of all it is very step-by-step and totally free.
I heard the coins clicking as I realized the answer to my question had finally presented itself. It was like I knew suddenly why I had to get the book at the last possible second, and why I even ordered the book to begin with. I may have eventually found the Argumentation Toolkit, but I still love the synchronicity of this -- everything lined up perfectly on a weekend where I was open to hearing the promptings that answered the question I've been carrying.
Gotta love it!
This is a story about living the question, and finding answers at the most unexpected times.
In December I started a walking program which has been going okay. One of the biggest issues I faced, however, was sheer boredom. When I walk at Lakes Park or Six Mile Slough or the beach, I'm occupied. But most of the time I'm just walking around my neighborhood. There is only so much to see and think about in a gated community, especially without a dog to walk with me. Somehow it was getting harder and harder to get out the door and walk. In the back of my mind was the question: How can I make walking my neighborhood more interesting?
When having dinner a couple months ago with Rebecca Totaro, we somehow got onto this subject. I don't remember how. I just know that when I left that dinner I come to realize that listening to podcasts could be an answer. This wasn't obvious to me all this time because, well, I just thought I didn't have time to listen to podcasts.
With a new set of bluetooth earbuds, I now walk and listen, and time flies. Most days I can get a couple miles in easily. And I'm learning tons of stuff from the podcasts.
Today I was listening to an interview done by The Country Music Hall of Fame on their podcast Voices from the Hall. The interviewee was country singer Dierks Bentley. He related a story of hearing a song by Hank William, Jr. that caused an epiphany: he realized at that moment he wanted to be a country singer. He didn't call it an epiphany, though. He said it was like he had dropped the coins into a slot machine and all the right symbols and numbers aligned.
Little did I know that a few hours later I would have my own jackpot moment.
The Question
This semester with my speech and debate class has been extremely challenging. It has caused me to think a lot about trying to find new approaches. I don't feel they got as much out of the class as I hoped, and I also feel that I need better ways to approach research and argumentation. I have searched around on the internet and couldn't find much, but I knew that one of my jobs this summer was to try to figure something out. I have the question: How do I make the class more engaging AND teach the skills better.
Friday after school
I'm a follower of Pernille Ripp, a 7th grade reading teacher in Wisconsin who wrote Passionate Readers and Passionate Learners. On Friday she posted her blog about her students' favorite books from this past school year. On the list were Ghost Boys, Dear Martin, and The 57 Bus. I had heard of all these books, but it is the first time I read what they were about. Having just taught a unit on the Civil Rights Movement, along with the graphic novel March, I was particularly interested in these books. I immediately ordered them from the library.
Saturday
It was about 4:40 in the afternoon and suddenly I knew I had to see if the library had any of the books ready for me. They close at 5:00. I looked and sure enough, I had an email from them that Dear Martin was in. I hightailed it over to the library, and was checking out as they flashed the lights to signal they were closing.
I began the book immediately, and found it hard to put down. I have never read a book that delved into race matters as deeply as this one does. It's brilliant.
Sunday
After my what I now call "podcast walk," I went back to reading Dear Martin. In the story, the main character Justyce is the top debater at his school. He and his partner go to a competition where they participate in something called "pair argumentation." I did not know this term, so I looked it up.
I couldn't find anything with that title, but what came up was something called the "Argumentation Toolkit." It is a series of activities for science teachers to teach claim, evidence, and argumentation. It is made for middle school. It had activities I knew about and have used, but there were some new approaches to things I had never actually practiced, and I knew could work. Best of all it is very step-by-step and totally free.
I heard the coins clicking as I realized the answer to my question had finally presented itself. It was like I knew suddenly why I had to get the book at the last possible second, and why I even ordered the book to begin with. I may have eventually found the Argumentation Toolkit, but I still love the synchronicity of this -- everything lined up perfectly on a weekend where I was open to hearing the promptings that answered the question I've been carrying.
Gotta love it!
Sunday, April 28, 2019
So Much Promise (the final poems!)
DEPTH
Don't underestimate him
Ever. Colin is a deep
Purveyor of knowledge,
Thorough explanation and insights.
He mines the depths for gold.
RETURN
Revenue of knowledge
Earned every day, Dominik
Travels back when
Understanding gets lost,
Recovering and responding, his
Natural approach to learning.
BLINK
Blazing his own trail
Lightning fast decisions
Insisting and innocent
Nico reminds us of a
Kaleidoscope ever-changing.
ALIVE
Ask and you'll receive
Listen and you'll hear
In Gabe's life, this is the
Vision to live by, the way to
Everything good and secure.
Pay Attention
Rey might go unseen
at times, a river
of focus and quiet, of
respect in the air
around him, and above.
SECRET
She is a whisperer
Ever smiling
Catching the light
Resisting nothing
Ever being Yesenia
Trusting and kind.
CLIMB
Clambering up the academic hill
Like the good student h
Is, Maurice ascends,
Motivated to give his
Best to any challenge.
LEVEL
Lighthearted and friendly
Enter William, keeper of in-
Visibility, creator of
Extraordinary balance,
Level, calm, and steady.
Fields
Walter is walking
and listening in
silence, his mind the
open field
to find himself at one,
to discover this day.
Mystery Diamond
Who is she, this diamond who
can open herself up to anyone who cares to
guess who she is, this Dya'Mond,
the kind one to all, the one who bears
mysteries, who tells it true.
MOVING
Mark this place for Richard
On track for all his goals,
Varies his patterns little,
Instant inquiry when needed,
No many have to
Give what he has to give,
or gain what he will gain.
READY
Remarkably intelligent
Elects to stay focused
Angled to succeed
Directed and determined
You, Chris, ready for anything.
Golden Treasure
Like so many other young people, Jaxson has a
golden way about him, a buried
treasure of wisdom that
he imparts to us on occasion when he's
willing to take us with him and
travel in that direction
**Inspirations**
"Ode to Dictionaries" by Barbara Hamby
"Pin-Up" by Billy Collins
"Look" by Layli Long Soldier
"Remember" by Joy Harjo
"Clouds" by Twyla M. Hansen
"But perhaps God needs this longing" by Nelly Sachs
"Piano Lessons" by Billy Collins
"I Know the Truth" by Maria Tsvetaeva
"Working with the Word" by David Whyte
"Ode to the Letter M" by Barbara Hamby
"Fog" by Twyla M. Hansen
"One Day" by David Whyte
"New Orleans" by Joy Harjo
Below the Surface, Part Two
EARTH
Evergreen and grounded
Academically-focused
Resides Milca, a true
Treasure to know, a
Helper and healer.
UNTOLD
Uncoil the silence
Netted around Ashley
Twist a bit, and turn
on the charm, she
lights up. She avoids
drama, her secrets kept inside.
LUCKY
Letting all systems go
Understanding her golden state
Can Suzanna ever not by happy?
Keeping her charm as an ace in the hole, her
Years ahead look promising.
Victory Song
In this world
stronger brilliance
more strength
victory song.
Tra'zaria
present in everything
knowledge and friendship
a crescent moon split
nothing to everything.
Sweet Heart
Sunny shore
pale blue lake
single cloud
Jeimy
ripe sweetness
every tree
opened heart
floating.
Homecoming
Drink wisdom.
Drink truth.
Drink power.
Wyatt: giving up what is behind him
the mighty protector inside
Home at last.
BLEND
Balanced with humor
Like a surprise waiting to happen
Essentially Jaden can be
Neutral, and other times
Demand to be heard.
The perfect blend.
**Inspirations**
"Skeleton in Winter" by Joy Harjo
"Looking Back at the Night" by David Whyte
"How to Watch the Perseids" by Twyla M. Hansen
"There is no one..." by Edith Sodergran
"Forest Lake" by Edith Sodergran
"Homecoming" by Edith Sodergran
"The gold that was..." by Marina Tsvetaeva
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