Journal entry
I saw this meme from Adam Grant and I realize that’s exactly where I am.
Now that I know Jim is out of pain, I can look to the future in a new way. I will keep working on my healing, make new connections, do some things I have not been able to do.
I’m not a caretaker anymore. Wow – – first time I’ve said those words.
I have a gazillion things ahead of me to do, and it will take a long time.
I still have burdens – – but I know they will lighten.
I take everything Jim gave me and carry it into a brighter future.
2024 has been beyond challenging. Yet, I saw such goodness and generosity and care coming our way every day. We were given exactly what we needed in each moment, even those weeks we were separated. The world is full of amazing human beings, who are capable of caring, listening, reaching out, going the extra mile for us. It’s really astounding to look back and realize all those wonderful people who helped us. I’m talking about nurses and hospital staff and chaplains and social workers and hospice.
I enter this phase with new vision and understanding. I carry with me the inspiration of all those people who helped us. I want to be one of those people for others.
I will find my place. And it will be exactly where I need to be.
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